♔ Smile for it's life ♥

Heyyos.

Feel like blogging at this time.

Not to say I'm happy or sad,

I'm may can say I learned a lot of things.

There's so much to learn when I first open my eyes.

After being loved and getting hurt in circles,

I started with a dot to myself.

I think no one gave a damn on me,

or neither my blog,

but what I do is what I'm most comfortable with.

Sometimes, when I just keep remind me 'eyes open',

Sometimes I just saw a pea blocking my whole view,

but sometimes I saw the whole world full of peas.

Sometimes I may not understand,

but somehow one day we will realize it was not a passer by.

Learning and observe around life is hard enough.

It's not like making coffee, and drink it,

but it's bitter, so we might just take a sip on it.

There we solve the problem.

But learning and observe is like a story,

maybe more than a story.

It's like it will happen, but you just can't touch it there.

And at this very moment, people believe and started hoping.

I thought that was a good idea somehow,

at least you won't feel the world isn't that bad yet,

but it wasn't.

It wasn't what you really want.

The best part in your life you really hope for,

Never exist in this world to whom you know.

But the part you really have to go through,

was the part you are already in,

It was just living in your life.

Everytime I heard someone said 'Just be yourself',

I wonder, What is myself?

I think, if someone said that to me,

I might lost inside myself.

Yourself isn't constantly,

It have changes,

like music,

Modulation, Tempo, Articulations, ( music stuffs x3 )

In more English words, like the speed, the melody,

They all change,

Or else it just one sound, one second to finish that,

as call as "music" ?

Maybe "yourself" didn't exist before.

But you just never know.

Or maybe you yourself is a mirror,

not to reflects yourself,

it reflects others in your life make the part of you.

I always thought,

there were no new me, or old me,

It's so simple I don't even need to think.

But,

Things weren't go the way you really want.

I don't really give a damn.

All I just want,

no, maybe what I am,

is the best part of being,

I have this life,

maybe I was an angel, or a vampire, a wizard,

Who knows?

You can't just tell them they are from movies,

They were inside our human brains,

And we might just like make them.

Sometimes I do simply think that everyone just look like me and you.

It was just clone,

but the difference is,

we do not clone the same life,

We made the clone into difference.

And it brings out a reflection on ourselves.

I guess so,

Sometimes I don't even know what I'm talking about,

But what I know that what reflects me,

was happening quite as I thought,

or maybe,

quite as I being.

Trials are here.

Can't believe I'm gonna gave up,

But I don't think it gonna happen x3

Gtg :D

xoxos.